My Poor Bubu :(

Bubu aka a golden hamster I bought on Tuesday. The only reason I bought Bubu is to keep Bibi (another golden hamster my mum bought) company, so that Bibi won't get too lonely.

Here are both of them, it's kind of hard to tell which one is which here..lol!


Bubu and Bibi seemed totally fine when we first bought them back. Until two days later, we noticed both of them have been sleeping a lot. However, Bibi will wake up and run around. Bubu on the other hand is ALWAYS sleeping. Three days later as in today, Bibi seemed normal but not for Bubu. I played with Bibi for while and then I went to check on Bubu. I went to the little cage and get Bubu out, it barely have any reaction when I picked it up. Bubu's breathing didn't seem normal and it was wobbling when it walks. I tried to feed Bubu water but it won't drink. Bubu will wake up for five seconds and it will go back to sleep again. It really makes my heart ache every time I look at it. I know it's just a tiny little animal but I'm praying hard Bubu to be healthy again.

Here is Bubu...not looking so well :( :( :( :( :(


Bubu is the first pet I ever bought in my life. Please please get well soon!!
I love you Bubu!!

New Gadget :)

I've been anticipated for its arrival...finally it's here with me!! WHooo!

I was suprised how I actually survived without my mp3 player with me 24/7 since I lost it.

I'm still upset I lost it at Narita airport because it was a bday gift from my dad :(

He's not gonna b happy with me if he finds out I lost my mp3 player AGAIN!!

Anyways, I'm loving my new mp3 player!! hehe!

Still getting used to the touch panel tho cuz it's quite diff compared to my previous ones.

I know my black one look pretty chic but other colors are pretty too, aren't they?? :P

Coward

It's been two days I didn't have the access to the internet.

Of course I was going a lil nuts not able to check my mail and FACEBOOK, but I was pretty under controlled.

Anyways, finally I had the time to walk over to this building which have wireless. So as usual, I went to his profile page and saw he was recently tagged in 3 pics. I can't believe when I was checking out his pics with his "lil sis", I can aldy felt tears started battling in my eyes. I never knew sometimes a person could feel that weak towards someone they like.

No, I still haven't written him the msg. I don't have the gut to do it and I'm too afraid that he will never reply me. I'm not sure if I could take that. But it's suffocating me too, if I don't find out the truth. I've been asking myself if it's worth it for me to write to him and tell him how I feel. Will he be an ass and make fun of me?

Oh my..I thought I could run away from him and that place so I can just ignore what have happened. Obviously, NOT at all!

I'm feeling so helpless...