What would I do without her?

I’m so blessed and thankful to have this girl in my life. We have been through so much, up till now our friendship still remains strong. No matter where we are, I know we will stay in touch via facebook, Skype, email or phone calls to keep each posted with our lives. Love her to bits!

I miss this girl OH so much!!

FINALLY I got to have dinner with her and catch up with a lot of talking. Man it was great seeing her! :D

Really make me miss the good ole days. We were so silly and cute too of course :P!

Can't wait to see my loves!!

So soon I got to see these two :D :D :D :D :D

Have a good day everyone!~

Oh Life...

Thank god I got to finish my fall semester with 3.0ish. I can't believe I only have one semester left, then I'll be done with my undergrad!!

I left faytown on the 15th and got to Chicago that evening. I enjoyed not doing anything for few days but the boredom started to hit me. I feel like a slacker. Gahhh! I've been looking for part time jobs on craiglist in Chicago, but most of the jobs last more than a month.

Anyways, I'm excited I get to spend Xmas with Jen and her older sister's fiancées family in the Suburbs. I met the family in the summer for wedding tasting, super friendly and funny people. I can't wait to see a close friend of mine during New Years!

Perhaps my brain is not used to not being occupied, because I haven't been able to function well lately lol. Thus, all the random ramblings.

I'm just gonna end my blog today with some pictures after my finals and some in Chicago.

Bring my portrait bust back to my apt :) (She's wrapped with black trash bag so I don't get the plaster all over me)

Meet my new bf, George. He's one handsome man, isn't he?

Snowy day in Chicago 0.0

Me n Jen on our way back to the apt :)

My sketch on the canvas board before I paint it with acrylic (This is a present from me for the family I'm spending Xmas with)

That's all for now folks. Merry Xmas and have a happy new year everyone! xoxo

Time fliesss

Finally got done with my last exam yesterday morning!!
Really happy it's over, no more worrying and stress until summer classes start.

I can't believe I'm moving out completely from my current apt today.
To be honest, I can't wait because I can no longer stand the awkwardness and fakeness anymore.
I'm so sick of it.
It's sad that the friendship we used to have, drifted away just like that.
I don't even know the reason to it.
I could care less about it either.
Once I'm out of this apt, she will be out of my life as well.

I don't know

Seriously, I just don't fucking get it why is she being such good friend to the other girl in such short period of time. Not that I'm jealous of the friendship but I really don't get it. It pissed me off so much. Is she just being really good friend with that girl just being a "good friend" or she actually wanted something from that girl, that was why she was close to her? She barely know that girl well?! Gahhh! just thinking about it pissed me off again!!

Ok, let's drop that. Shall we?

So I still can't stop thinking about him, especially during my bed time which have been causing me not able to fall alseep til really late. I seriously hate myself that I still like him so freaking much. Whenever I thought of him, for some reason I only think about all the sweet things he have done to me and neglecting the fact that he's been teasing me from the start?!

Man....since I got back to Arkansas, things haven't been going well for me at all. It wasn't few but most of it. What a good semester to start off with huh?!

Everytime I started to get depressed, I always get really homesick. I know just being around my family will make me feel better no matter what. Ah I miss them!