Wednesday, September 3, 2008

I don't know

Seriously, I just don't fucking get it why is she being such good friend to the other girl in such short period of time. Not that I'm jealous of the friendship but I really don't get it. It pissed me off so much. Is she just being really good friend with that girl just being a "good friend" or she actually wanted something from that girl, that was why she was close to her? She barely know that girl well?! Gahhh! just thinking about it pissed me off again!!

Ok, let's drop that. Shall we?

So I still can't stop thinking about him, especially during my bed time which have been causing me not able to fall alseep til really late. I seriously hate myself that I still like him so freaking much. Whenever I thought of him, for some reason I only think about all the sweet things he have done to me and neglecting the fact that he's been teasing me from the start?!

Man....since I got back to Arkansas, things haven't been going well for me at all. It wasn't few but most of it. What a good semester to start off with huh?!

Everytime I started to get depressed, I always get really homesick. I know just being around my family will make me feel better no matter what. Ah I miss them!

1 comment:

MeiYuan said...

hey ting ting! hang in there kay. i miss my home all the time (especially when i'm feeling down/ sick/ HUNGRY)... eventually i've come to realise that this is part of life and since we have chosen our path to take, we have to make the best out of it =)

and bout my MIA..work is crazy and i seriously can't wait for Formula 1 to be over! i foresee HUGE rounds of dark eye circle around my face LOL..

anyway cheer up k! go shopping or something! haha!