Coward

It's been two days I didn't have the access to the internet.

Of course I was going a lil nuts not able to check my mail and FACEBOOK, but I was pretty under controlled.

Anyways, finally I had the time to walk over to this building which have wireless. So as usual, I went to his profile page and saw he was recently tagged in 3 pics. I can't believe when I was checking out his pics with his "lil sis", I can aldy felt tears started battling in my eyes. I never knew sometimes a person could feel that weak towards someone they like.

No, I still haven't written him the msg. I don't have the gut to do it and I'm too afraid that he will never reply me. I'm not sure if I could take that. But it's suffocating me too, if I don't find out the truth. I've been asking myself if it's worth it for me to write to him and tell him how I feel. Will he be an ass and make fun of me?

Oh my..I thought I could run away from him and that place so I can just ignore what have happened. Obviously, NOT at all!

I'm feeling so helpless...