Yes I know it's been a month since I last updated my blog.
It doesn't mean I've been stress free, more likely I'm too lazy to do so.
Anyways, lot have happened in a month but not going into details because it's not that important.
For some reason, it felt so long ago since everthing went down hill.
My feelings for him have faded when days passed along too.
I guess time did take care of things for me.
Despite how busy I've been in school and swimming, I still think of him now and then.
I've been trying so hard to suppress my curiousity about this girl who is listed married to him on fb.
I hate feeling this way.
Am I moving on at all?
I don't want to stay miserable like this the whole semester and I also don't want to just use a guy for rebound.
I'm sick of doing that.
Seriously, I don't even know what I want anymore.
I feel like I barely know myself anymore.
Who am i? Where is the real me?
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