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May 24th 2009 - Random stuff

It's crazy to reminisce to almost a year ago, I was just getting to know him.

Sometimes I find it hard to believe my feelings towards him are completely different now.

I guess I've finally moved on...

I remember I used to get so excited whenever I get his text message.

But not anymore because I'm still hoping someone else would text me instead.

Maybe meeting more guys at the bars will help me get that out of my head.



May 21st 2009 - Extremely distracted

Whenever I get a text message on my phone, I always hope it's from him.

I must be crazy to have those thoughts...ha!

Why would he?

He's just not that into me.

Why don't I get it?

It's probably because I've been single for too long.

That's so sad.



May 19th 2009 - Tuesday

Was I really that lonely to the point to actually think a random hook up will turn into something else?

Or was it because that was my first time hooking up with a guy from the bars?

Or was it because of the alcohol I've consumed before I go out makes me think that he was extra cute when I first met him?

Or was it because of the wild make out session I had with him at the back of my friend's car?

Or was it because he was such a good kisser?

I really don't know what to answer to all the questions above.

I guess there's something about him that really attracts me.

I've talked to him few times through text messages, but it was hard to tell someone's emotions through a text message.

He didn't seem to show much interest in me based on most of the text messages.

I have to admit I'm a bit upset but what else can I expect...

I was just a random hook up to him period.

So he asked me to be his facebook friend.

I felt weird after accepting his friend request.

Part of me hoping he'll write on my wall, or send me a fb message or even poke me.

Maybe in my dreams...ha!

I hate it when guys make me feel so emo.

Damn it!! lol