Contemplating

How long has it been since I've known u?
The end of last spring semester?
I remember I didn't even like u at all.
The only reason I added u as a friend on fb was jst to have more friends on my Arkansas network.

Y did u send me a msg?
Y did I even respond?
Y were u so diff from others at first?
Y did u turn out to be like others later on?
Y do I still like u?
Y am I such a fool?

Time did take care of things for me...well part of it.
Coz I still have feelings for u.
I save ur number back on my cell again.
However, I only dare to text u when I'm drunk.
Everything seems so much better in my drunken world.
Wish I could stay like that forever.