Fear

I’m about to go crazy soon.

Stress is drowning me.

It’s getting worse when it’s getting close to end of the semester.

I don’t know if my body can take this anymore.

I’m trying so hard not to get too overwhelmed.

But it’s so hard.

So hard… to the point that my chest started to tightened up and it feels like I’m running out of breath.

I know I’m THIS close to being done with this semester.

I’m so scared I can’t make it.

I can’t even imagine if I didn't.

Oh my god…

I can't even think about that.

I really don’t know what to do.

Maybe some cigarettes will help…