So um..I still ended up going over to C's place because C was aldy waiting outside when C called.
I had no choice but to put my jeans and shirt back on.
I'm not gonna go into details what had happened last night.
But i'll jst sum it up for ya = shitty
C made me feel worse than a prostitute cuz I don't even get paid.
You know, I thought after I told C how I felt when I was home, things might be a lil diff.
But I guess not.
Two of my other good friends kept on telling me to be done with C. Period.
Honestly, I don't really want to.
Somehow deep inside my heart, I still want to give myself and C another chance to see if C was sincere enough to me.
I know I'll end up getting hurt no matter what.
Ahh why do I need to deal with this right before school starts?
I was all fine when I was away from here but now my head is all stress again.
Just because I do like C, I didn't even hook up with anyone when I was at the Olympics.
Even when I got back to Fayetteville, I aldy got a text from A.
I could've replied A but I didn't. A even texted me again the next day, I still didn't reply.
And then, B was calling me while I was at C's place but I just ignored it.
After C dropped me off, I got a text from B.
U have no idea how much I wanted to reply B cuz I was sick of C's bullshit, but I held back.
Should I give myself another chance or just give up and move on?
2 comments:
u should head out..
i mean you should give anything a try ! Doesn't mean that you must commit to A or B but just observe .. Who knows what'll happen ??
To be loved is better than loving someone who doesn't care about you..
God Bless =)
yup yi ting..i agree with jasmine..love is complicated and do is life..everyone can choose a better life if u wanted to..
if knowing C doesn't really love you then there's no point for you to be stuck there anymore..whether or not A or B can be better than C you won't know until one point of time where u actually know them..
Try to not stress yourself ok..You deserve to be treated nicely with someone who loves you.
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