Losing my faith in love..

Why does that always happen to me?
Why do I always fall for it despite how foolish I felt aftewards?
Was it just coincidence?
Or was it meant to be?

I thought it was something a little more than that for the past two weeks.
I thought he was different than the others.
I thought he wanted something more from me other than sex.
I thought maybe we could go further than that.

He was so nice.
He was so sweet.
He was so gentle.

But sadly everything were just an act from him.
It was just all this sweet talk from him before he gets with me.
After he got with me, I'm just no different than other sluts.

No more nice and sweet text msg.
Only indirect booty text msg.

I can't believe I actually felt for him.
How dumb could I be?

Thank godness it's still early for me to realize this.
Besides, I'll be gone from here in abt two weeks.
So I could at least take some break from them and not think abt anything.
Hopefully by the time I come back here, my mind would be all cleared out.