Lame me

I watched Sex and the City til I passed out last night and then continued after I woke up this morning.
So, I was planning to go to the bars for the first time at Arkansas with the older swimmers to celebrate one of the girl's bday. But then I ended up being a party pooper cuz I wasn't feeling well.
My throat has been bothering me since um..Thursday?! Don't even know how I got it..
However, it's not getting any better :(
After I came back from dinner last night, I was thinking of texting him the whole time.
I guess the mango margarita I had have helped me a lil.
I texted him and he didn't reply.
In the mean time, I was texting my other girl friends and asked about him and they told me that he got into a fight with his friend and he was in a VERY bad mood.
There went another chance of me and his "unfinished buisness".
Anyhow, I can't stop wondering why hadn't he reply my msg at facebook since Monday or Tuesday?
Did he find another girl? Is he one of those man whore like some of the football players?
I know I'm totally overreacting it here but I can't help it.
Damn it.
I'm so pissed at myself for always getting so easily emotionally attached to a guy.
Fuck! Why can't I be like Samantha in Sex and the City?!