My past will always stay in the past...

I felt like it's been a while since the last time I saw him...even though I did see him last Monday morning...

It has also been a while since the last time I hung out with him...Well, we never really hung out anyway in the past...

I don't even know why I got a little upset when Jen told me he texted her last night. It shouldn't be bothering me anymore. My 2007 New Year resolution was to never involve myself with him anymore. I'm actually proud of myself that I haven't done anything with him since then. I will never let it happen in the future either.

I should learn not to stalk on his profile on facebook all the time, maybe I should remove him from my friend list? I was actually thinking of removing his number from my phone...

I don't think I was ever in love with him. It was only lust between me and him. After a certain period, it will fade eventually. I'm not heartbroken at all. I learn to move on because I know it's not worth my time for stupid things like this.

Relationship is not a big deal to me anymore. I'll let fate decide for me.