First Timer for Art Awards and Scholarship

You like my set up?

I wasn't nervous at all when I turn in the form for the art awards and scholarship. But I definitely was feeling the adrenaline started to kick in, as I was setting up my work in the studio for the juries tomorrow.

Since this is my first time taking part in competition like this, I’m not expecting much. I thought it will be a good and fun experience for me. Just getting myself more involved and closer to the art world J

Actually I consider myself quite lucky, because I’m only competing against another four art students (seniors who are graduating in May 2011). Unlike other classes (freshmen, sophomores, juniors and seniors who are graduating in Dec 2011 or May 2012), there are more competition. Well, I still wish all the art students good luck including myself J

Oh and…I’m kinda sorta debating if I should put my wire project up tomorrow…I guess I should, because I got nothing to lose!

Alright, time for me to go to bed now. Nitey nite!

Later Later Kiddos!~

More Abstract Paintings

Sculpture ll Project: Bronze Casting

Social Inequality, 2011

Bronze, 19lbs

Doneee!

Finally I'm done with all my finals.

For some reason, the finals wk felt so much longer than last year.

I'm just praying I'll pass my geology class -.-

I thought there'd be 50 questions but I was wrong!! There were 100 questions!

I was trying so hard not to panic coz I know I'll forget everything.

I just did all the questions I was 100% there were right then I guessed the rest of them...

I know it's over but I still can't help worrying bt it coz that's the class I'm concerned most.

Finger cross and pls pray for me to pass.

I don't know why I'm pretty excited for this summer...lol.

I can't wait to lay out again!! Woahh!

Summer here I come :)

Random

I know I'm not supposed to be writing this now but I'm having a major writer's block so yea....

Good news!!!
I finally got my new phone today! :)

Bad news!!
I didn't do as well as I wanted to for my bio anthro exam. I should've reviewed it more but it's too late now. Buttt I still have the final exam next wk to pump my grades up so I can't give up yet.

Blahhhh....I haven't swam since Monday and I don't think the coaches will be happy with that..Besides, my grades are not going to be very pretty this semester -.-

Alright..I gotta go get st to eat...im starving!!! Peaceeeee

Thank you!!!!!!!!!!

So I got both of my grades back yesterday and I'm finally ELIGIBLE!!!!
It's such a relieve to be done with all my 24 credits! Phew~
I'm truly grateful for God letting me to pass the two classes and also to the people who have helped me.
I know this might sounds abit crazy..
During the days while I was waiting for my grades, I was thinking of converting to a Christian.
I don't even know where that come from..ha!
We'll see about that.
Maybe when I marry one someday...

God..pls help me!

I know I'm not Christian but I desperately needed you now...
Please let me pass this two classes...
I do not mind having my life shorten..
I really need this.
I hope you can hear my prayer.
Please help me...
I promise I'll change all my bad habit.
And I mean it.

whoohoo!!

I'm so happy I got a B in my philosophy class!!!! That seriously made my day!! :)

So far, I've already gotten my grades back for West Civ, Theater, East Asia. I'm satisfied with the grades too!!

I'm still waiting for my American Govnt, I'm hoping to get a C in that class!! Finger cross!

Pretty much I'm done with most of classes for the fall.

Now I only have to focus on two of my independent courses.

I'm this close to being eligible!! I can't give up!!

Going crazy!!!

School fucking suck balls!

Blahhhhhhhhhh!

I wish I have some kind of magic or some sort to help me with my papers and also make my brain a little smarter....

Lol...how I wish...

Perhaps in my dream...

Fear

I’m about to go crazy soon.

Stress is drowning me.

It’s getting worse when it’s getting close to end of the semester.

I don’t know if my body can take this anymore.

I’m trying so hard not to get too overwhelmed.

But it’s so hard.

So hard… to the point that my chest started to tightened up and it feels like I’m running out of breath.

I know I’m THIS close to being done with this semester.

I’m so scared I can’t make it.

I can’t even imagine if I didn't.

Oh my god…

I can't even think about that.

I really don’t know what to do.

Maybe some cigarettes will help…